One month as a mama

I can’t believe it’s been a month that you’ve blessed our lives. This last month has been very interesting to say the least. Long nights, learning the different cries and coos to soothe you. Many diapers, they tried to warn us! There have been many tears, just mama being emotional. I wish I could just figure it out. I’ve always been hard on myself so imagine how much of a challenge this has been. I suspect there will be more tears but they’ll be worth it, if it means I’m closer to making you feel comfort and love. My whole body and soul fill up with warmth from the love I feel. It seeps out of my pores, I feel it all over. This last year of 2018, it has been nothing short of some of the biggest lessons and life experiences I can only feel so positive 2019 will bring more joy, more love and more happiness. One month my baby, I can’t believe it! I’ve been your mommy for a month of you being here. The months you spent in my belly I loved you but nothing compares to being able to hold you, smell you and kiss you. Just hearing your little grunts and cries I feel so lucky that I’m your mama. Thank you for choosing me, my sweet boy! I love you so so much!